Haunted.
I had a dream about my ex last night that’s been haunting me throughout the whole day. I’ve dreamt about him before, generally in a reminiscent, nostalgic way. Remembering how things were. How they used to be. The dreams have all taken place in the past — reminding me of what we had, and no longer do.
This dream last night, however, took place in the present. And it was eerily realistic. I actually had to think for a second whether or not the dream was, in fact, a dream. The dream consisted of a dramatic reconciliation leading to a scene of our supposed “happily ever after.” It was scary real. And I can’t seem to shake it out of my head.
There’s talk of me going to visit him, and I’ve had a knack for making bad decisions lately. We’ll see what happens and what I decide.